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a roller coaster ride. you're going slowly up the steep incline. you'd love to look down and see the ground go further and further away but you don't. you'd love for the roller coaster to go faster and reach it's apex to kick start your exhilaration but it doesn't. you cannot sit calmly and just wait for the inevitable rush of blood but you have to. the one thing that's forcing you to control yourself is the expectation, the exhilaration, the excitement that you'll feel once you reach the top.

*whoosh*

winds of change...

...have blown. welcome back to the world!