the mood

inspired by a recent email i wrote:

"i have issues, i have problems, i have changed, i have remained constant, i have matured."

somehow my contemplative moods always have a girl as their source. don't judge me, i'm not as vain as that. the girl doesn't need to be anything more than a friend, she's not always a 'target' and she's not always the 'one'.

go deep enough and you'll find the answer; stay aloof and you'll know the answer. probe just a little and you won't get the essence of anything.

think! let your thoughts be counted and not just rejected. bring them out in the open, risk being ridiculed and judged. we all have thoughts, we all have issues, we all have our own process.

another steal:

"i guess i just want to confuse people. sadistic moron you say?"